Showing posts from August, 2018

Prayers, Positive Energy, Please **updated**

Not feeling so well.  I've been holding a lot of stress in my stomach, and I feel unable to breathe. I'm not harming myself, with food, or pharmaceuticals, tobacco, drugs, etc.. no. I'm just human.  And, I'm sad. I live in a world where I cannot talk, and I'm a talker.  I cannot speak honestly, and that is my nature.  I cannot be loved, when I live to give love. I am talking about my household. My husband is very difficult, and I'm not allowed to feel that way because he has als.  Well, I DO feel that way, and I feel ignoring it IS the bs.  At this rate, with all of the UNNECESSARY stress he causes me, I'll end up going first! Look, imo, the second that spark of life is born, the only inevitable is death.  For everything alive. So sure, he's dying.  But so are the kids, the animals. You.  I. It's not an excuse to be an arrogant AH. When I say I teach energy healing, what I mean is, I help people see what it is that they are in control of. 

Jenna Jameson: A Lesson in Wellness

You know, for all of the comments I read online, you'd think the world would be a better place, considering most act as if they're without sin. Whenever I read an article on the now, reformed, Jenna Jameson, most of comments seem to, to put it nicely, dismiss Jameson's personal change (after she found God, converted, became a mom again).  But, people are, to also put it nicely, unkind. I, personally, applaud Jenna Jameson.  I feel I prefer those who went astray, then comeback to God (I'm not picky on the path they choose), as REDEMPTION is usually at the core, and heart of that change.  Jameson made a complete 360 change, and that is not only extremely hard, but very commendable. In the article linked below, she talks about how, when she was unwell (which I take as; using pharmaceuticals, street drugs, alcohol, even sex), she was thin.  But, at her healthiest, which was after the birth of her daughter, she was heavy, though, I feel, it was the most mentally and e


I've been contemplating something that has brought me great distress, fees.  I've long felt that the truth (which is the core of being well), should always be shared, for free.  However, something I read in one of my favorite books, Stranger in a Strange Land, has made me reevaluate my stance. In the book, Jubal, one of the characters, asks Mike, the man from Mars, if he was upset that his temple had been burnt down, and notes that he really shouldn't be (upset), being as he can easily rebuild, as he is heir to an infinite amount of money.  This then leads Jubal to ask Mike, why he had been collecting money from his, "followers," at his temple (if money was not needed).  Mike's answer; Because when he was giving the truth away for free, no one would listen.  But when he started charging for it, people began to pay, and they'd listen, for they felt like it, the truth, was then, "worth," something (human psyche 101). As such, after much cons